Mid-week check

Wow! 3 more days of the week to go and I've still only used 11 of my 35 bonus points. Yay me! Yesterday I suddenly started getting some bad thoughts, seemingly out of nowhere, but I squelched them. Must've helped to have had a dream the night before of me with incredibly baggy pants. Can't get any bag in my pants if I stay the same weight or gain, now can I??

I bought a candy bar yesterday and just now ate it. Now I just need to get past the mysterious call from my doctor's office: the nurse called to follow up, and she left the message Monday. They were out of the office yesterday and now we're playing phone tag. It's got me a bit buggy. I'm assuming it's to do with my mammogram and having to have one mid-year in addition to the regular one, but still... Did I get the results of my pap?? Was there something else I should worry about????? So many trigger situations to get over...

Something I wish I had video-taped was the other night when Ethan spontaneously started dancing to the music from iTunes. It was the love song from Enchanted, and all of the sudden he starts twirling and kicking up his legs and doing arms and arching his back. O-M-G it was SO hilarious!!! Add to that the fact that he's so macho all the time and more typically is doing kung fu moves. I about died (in a subtle, not to get him self-conscious kind of way). Future "America's Got Talent" contestant or what?