- Have not finished off any of the Thanksgiving leftovers
- Have more or less tracked all my points this week
- Went for a walk (baby steps...)
- Arranged for counseling
- Started laying out the newsletter
- Taking part in the online community at WW
Then today when I was in the shower, I almost talked myself into being more proactive in my search for short-term or long-term work. Then I got dressed. Maybe later...
I am so easily "talked out" of being motivated! It is so much easier to do nothing than to do something! I hate talking to people on the phone! I hate feeling awkward or stupid! But most of all, I just don't see me doing any of the jobs I find. What the hell do I want to be when I grow up??
I keep forgetting that I just need money. If I can get even a crappy job, it isn't forever. Then I remember other temp jobs that I hated.
Yes, I am just whining. I deserve a job that I enjoy. I deserve to be respected for my work and get acknowledgement that I do good work. I should feel good about any job that I do my best at. But...
I read on someone's blog today that food is one area that you can control when everything else in your life seems out of your control. That is definitely food for thought.
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